Day 108

Be strong and courageous. Do not be afraid or terrified because of them, for the LORD your God goes with you; he will never leave you nor forsake you.” – Deuteronomy 31:6

It’s 9: 45 PM on day 108 of my journey towards independence and I’ve managed to brush my teeth, feed myself Spring rolls  for  breakfast, cry about my life for a while – crying didn’t make my problems disappear but it did make me feel better 🙂 –    tweet about my Clean Water For All Campaign for a few hours – still  no luck :(–    feed myself steak and  mash potatoes for lunch, go to the bathroom by myself –  the back of my t-shirt fall into the toilet water and my mom had to help me change –  again LOL – and  exercise for 30 minutes – my back hurts 😦

Yesterday I sent my cousin a message wishing her all the best on her impending nuptials – she’s getting married today – and after reading her reply I spontaneously burst into tears at first I thought I was crying because I wouldn’t be attending the wedding but then I caught myself thinking   daddy didn’t take me to the wedding so maybe I’m not good enough and after  a moment of reflection I thought to myself of course you’re good enough God made you  and with that my tears dried up and I didn’t feel so alone anymore. Have you ever consciously contradicted your negative thoughts? 🙂


2 responses to “Day 108

  1. Yes, the voice that really knows does respond. Sometimes I am quiet enough to hear. Yay!

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